She became a god

Chapter 190 My happiness belongs only to you

I slept soundly in my silken bedchamber, only to be startled awake by the chirping of birds. I was late in washing up, and in the blink of an eye, the world turned upside down.

Despite his exhaustion and fatigue, Ye Qingzhou went to see this strange place.

I've never experienced the joys of life again, so how did I suddenly end up in a place I've never been before?

The wind blowing through the window cracks carried a chill, so I casually draped a sky-blue cloak over my shoulders and slowly walked outside.

Only then did I realize that this place is located on an island in the middle of a lake, built according to the terrain and water features, with bamboo houses standing in rows, which has a unique natural charm.

I don't know how long I walked before I finally saw a figure.

The figure looked strangely familiar, but before I could think any further, the person had already turned around.

Before Ye Qingzhou could greet him, she said, "Long time no see."

Those eyes, which were usually as calm as obsidian, now held emotions that Ye Qingzhou couldn't understand.

"Am I not welcome?"

Ye Qingzhou was truly at a loss for what to do.

No one would be happy to see someone who is going to kill them in the future.

What's even more worrying is that Ye Qingzhou doesn't know which point in time Wen Xichun is on the other side.

Ye Qingzhou had no idea how he had interacted with Wen Xichun the last time they met.

To be honest, Ye Qingzhou was a little afraid of ruining his image and being killed by Wen Xichun again.

After all, back in the Divine Realm, he obediently admitted his mistakes, but Wen Xichun mistook him for a spy who had deliberately infiltrated the area and strangled him to death.

Glancing at the sword in Wen Xichun's hand, Ye Qingzhou thought to himself, "Am I going to be stabbed to death this time?"

While Ye Qingzhou was lost in thought, Wen Xichun walked over and scolded, "Why do you never dress properly?"

Wen Xichun reached out and straightened Ye Qingzhou's askew cloak, then touched her face with her hand.

"It's so cold, be careful next time."

Ye Qingzhou suppressed the turmoil in her heart; the Wen Xichun before her was definitely not the Wen Xichun of her own time.

Their relationship was far from that intimate.

But this Wen Xichun doesn't seem like the Wen Xichun after she became a god. The God of Slaughter, Zhu Yan, resented her and couldn't possibly have made such a heartwarming gesture.

Could it be before he was killed by another "self"?

But what exactly is their relationship during this period?

Just as Ye Qingzhou was deep in thought, a gentle kiss landed on his brow.

Why are you frowning again? It doesn't look good.

Another kiss?

Ye Qingzhou suddenly remembered that Wen Xichun had also kissed her in the temple, and she had said, "What you have done for me goes far beyond this."

Could it be that we're in a romantic relationship now?

Ye Qingzhou tentatively extended a hand and placed it on Wen Xichun's hand.

Wen Xichun did not dodge, but instead grasped Ye Qingzhou's hand.

"I promise you, I will never leave again."

So, Wenxi Spring passed by before? And did she have a conflict with "herself"?

A smile appeared on Ye Qingzhou's face at the opportune moment. "Really?"

"When have I ever lied to you?"

Ye Qingzhou fell silent; she felt that Wen Xichun was too hypocritical.

Wen Xichun has lied to her quite a bit, so how can she so confidently say that she has never lied to her?

Grain Rain at Canghai Pavilion.

The truth about Dinghai Pearl.

This is just the lie that's out in the open, the one she's already discovered.

There are probably still a lot of undiscovered ones.

But none of this could be told to Wen Xichun, who was standing right in front of her.

So Ye Qingzhou smiled gently, leaned into Wen Xichun's arms, and played with her white hair.

A moment later, Ye Qingzhou took a strand of Wen Xichun's white hair and a strand of her own black hair, and tied them into a knot.

"We became husband and wife, our love unwavering. We rejoice tonight, in this beautiful and auspicious time."

The world was silent. Ye Qingzhou felt Wen Xichun's pounding heartbeat, pressed his chest against hers, and looked into her dark, unyielding eyes. He said, word by word, "If I find out you've lied to me, I'll stab you through the heart with a sword. Is that alright?"

Wen Xichun's pupils contracted slightly, as if she hadn't expected Ye Qingzhou to say that.

After a long while, Ye Qingzhou heard her reply, "You're too sensitive; you always tend to think about things that are unrealistic and vague."

Nothingness?

The pain of being strangled is real and tangible, how can it be something ethereal and intangible?

Ye Qingzhou's original intention was just to provoke her, but now he understands many things.

Since you're going to die by my sword sooner or later anyway, what harm is there in saying a few words?

But the way you're avoiding the issue is ridiculous; it seems you've been lying to me all along.

You can lie to me, but I can't kill you.

You can kill me, but you can also regret killing me too soon.

Wen Xichun's embrace was tight; she held onto Ye Qingzhou tightly, refusing to let go, and whispered, "You've been too cruel to me."

Ye Qingzhou asked, puzzled, "How is it cruel?"

"You never say you love me."

"Have you ever told me you love me?"

Wenxi Chun's embrace tightened.

[Just as I expected, I died, she became a god, and she only ever said she hated me, let alone that I was alive.]

You never say you love me, so why should I say it?

Just as Ye Qingzhou was feeling resentful, she heard Wen Xichun's slightly hoarse voice, "I love you, but can you love me a little more than I love you?"

Ye Qingzhou frowned. [The first half of that sentence sounded alright, but the second half completely exposed his true colors.]

Does Wen Xichun love me? If so, it's probably very little.

The love we truly desire isn't just a little more, but billions of times more.

Wen Xichun continued, "An'an, my wife, I'm so stupid, I really can't understand your heart. Did you ever love me?"

“You will be reluctant to let me go, you will pester me to play with you, you will fall into a deep sleep on my lap, you will snuggle into my arms for comfort after talking in your sleep, you will excitedly tell me about your favorite food after eating it… I thought you loved me, but you don’t seem to welcome my return.”

"You can freely take our hair to make a love knot, and remember our unwavering love."

"But when I asked you, you hesitated to say I love you."

“An’an, I feel really insecure about falling in love with you.”

After hearing this, Ye Qingzhou was taken aback at first, and then said, "Does your love make me feel safe?"

"Your love is an outpouring of your crazy desires. You haven't thought about the shelf life of this love, let alone its safety."

"If I ask you to swear never to hurt me, under any circumstances, can you do it?"

About half an hour later, Ye Qingzhou heard Wen Xichun sigh.

"An'an, you always like to make things difficult for me."

Ye Qingzhou smiled coldly, "You only do things that benefit you."

"You love me not for my own good, but to make you happy."

"If someone else comes along who will make you happy, you won't even glance at me."

Wen Xichun's face turned extremely gloomy. Ye Qingzhou thought that the other party might draw his sword at any moment.

But she didn't; she looked at herself with disappointment.

"An'an, you are my only happiness, you are all I have."