I survived as a female assassin

Chapter 208 Sometimes it’s good to be confused

The entire meal was unusually quiet. Except for Wei Anning who praised Xin Youran's noodles for being delicious after finishing his first bite, everyone else lowered their heads and stuffed rice into their mouths silently.

It was not until Chu Yuming's voice was heard in the quiet dining room that everyone raised their heads and looked at him.

"Does Leng Yue want to recover his memory?"

Leng Yue, who was suddenly called out, thought she had misheard. Did Chu Yuming call the wrong person?

Aren’t you going to help Xin Youran recover her memory?

How did she get here?

"Are you calling me?"

She put down her chopsticks and pointed at herself in confusion.

Chu Yuming nodded seriously, "It does take courage to face your past."

Your own past?

In fact, she has never thought about this issue. What would it matter if she knew it?

So many years have passed, and it is impossible to go back to ten years ago.

It is impossible for everyone to be as lucky as Chu Yuming, who not only recovered her memory but was also able to reunite with her family.

How can there be so many two-way trips in the world?

This group of people are not just those who were abducted here. Many of them are also their own parents who sold their children here for a little money.

Some people send it in person, hoping that one day their children will become successful and earn more money for the family.

She knew her luck wouldn't be that good.

"I don't want it. I don't have many memories before the age of six. Why would I want that thing? It only adds to my troubles."

Leng Yue said it lightly, but the wine glass in his hand was still empty.

Xin Youran could see that Leng Yue was rejecting her past memories. Was it because she was afraid?

That’s right, who wouldn’t be scared?

She understands this very well!

The original owner's memory fragments are like time bombs. They may appear in her mind at any time and for any reason.

It was thrilling, exciting, scary and terrifying.

She was an ordinary prospective college student who came to this strange world and pieced together her past bit by bit through Blood Shadow's memories like opening a blind box.

Who knows what explosive thing the next memory fragment will be?

“Actually, is memory really that important?”

"Sometimes it's good to be confused..."

Xin Youran's answer seemed to wake up everyone present. Yes, since they learned that Xueying had lost her memory, everyone began to do their best to restore her memory as quickly as possible.

Has anyone ever asked her if she is willing?

What are the true thoughts of Blood Shadow after she lost her memory?

Wei Mayan asked worriedly, "You Ran, are you okay?"

It is not difficult to see her good intentions from this bowl of Luohan vegetarian noodles tonight.

Vegetarian meals are a way to express respect and commemorate the deceased.

Xin Youran quickly replied with a smile, "I'm fine. I was just expressing my feelings based on what Xiao Yueyue said."

"Brother Chu, can I have a word with you?"

Seeing that everyone had almost finished eating, she finally had the chance to talk to Chu Yuming about the contents of the old monster's suicide note.

Chu Yuming glanced at Wei Wanwan and quickly stood up, "Follow me."

Xin Youran quickly caught up with Chu Yuming and arrived at a study. This should be the study mentioned in the old monster's suicide note, right?

Before she could explain her purpose, Chu Yuming walked to the table and sat down, then made a gesture of invitation to Xin Youran.

She quickly followed him to the table, and Chu Yuming took out a brocade box from under the table and opened it in front of her.

As expected, the old monster mentioned the [Falling Rain] attack and defense map and action planning deployment in his suicide note.

"Master, let me give this to you."

"Originally, I wanted to discuss this matter with you and Master after you recovered your memory..."

"I didn't expect that group of people would be so ruthless!"

“So this matter is imminent.”

Xin Youran saw that Chu Yuming's hand holding the brocade box had blue veins exposed and her eyes were red.

He must have been thinking about the scene where the old monster was beaten in [Falling Rain] before his death...

"I understand how you feel, but the old monster specifically instructed us to be fully prepared before we can act."

She expressed her concerns. Chu Yuming was very angry at the moment. If she acted on impulse, she would only fail.

"We've been fully prepared for this long, and what's the result?"

"Are there fewer people dead?"

"Yet they continue to harm people."

"Are we just going to watch them harm more people?"

"You only see your friend's children. There are so many innocent children in the Blade Camp!"

"What do they do?"

"No one comes to rescue, and in the end, there is only death!"

"It's good to die quickly. Everyone was beaten to death!"

Xin Youran fell into deep thought. Based on what she knew about [Falling Rain], it would be extremely difficult for just these few people, even if all the people in Crescent Valley were included, to bring down an organization that had existed for hundreds of years.

The unscrupulous things they did must have violated the law.

If the imperial court could intervene, not only would there be fewer unnecessary sacrifices, but [Luo Yu] would also be wiped out in one fell swoop.

"Brother Chu, don't get excited. We can't be impatient right now. If we fail, the casualties will be even greater."

"I want to ask, have you, including myself before I lost my memory, ever sought help from the imperial court?"

After hearing this, Chu Yuming looked at her in disbelief, then burst into laughter, as if talking to herself, "Master, Master, is this the hope you speak of?"

"Thank you for expending your inner energy to restore her memory and taking great pains to save her life."

"She's actually asking the court for help?!"

"I think you're really getting old and confused..."

After Chu Yuming finished speaking, she closed the brocade box with a snap and took the box back from his hand.

"You go."

"From now on, this matter has nothing to do with you."

Xin Youran: ???

Who can tell her what is going on?

She just made a suggestion, why did Chu Yuming change her temperament so drastically?

Did she say the wrong thing?

"No, Brother Chu, we have something to discuss. Why is this?"

Xin Youran wanted to ask what was going on, but before she could finish her words, she was kicked out by Chu Yuming.

"Brother Chu..."

Xin Youran, who was driven out of the study, still called out in despair, but as expected, no one responded.

"Oh my, there's a new discovery today!"

"Blood Shadow can still be shameless sometimes~"

Leng Yue jumped down from the roof and landed right behind Xin Youran.

Xin Youran: ...

"It's already this late, and you're still watching the show on the roof..."

Leng Yue must have seen clearly what happened between her and Chu Yuming in the study just now.

"What nonsense are you talking about? But I, Leng Yue, don't do such dirty things as eavesdropping. I just accidentally overheard your conversation while I was drinking and admiring the moon on the roof."

"Well, I see. When it comes to being thick-skinned, no one can compare to you, Lady Cold Moon."

Xin Youran was in no mood to talk nonsense with her. She probably guessed that Chu Yuming would react so strongly to her proposal.

Most of them do not trust the court.

"Xiao Yueyue, have we ever had any conflicts with the imperial court before?"