bayedsolid Chapter 155 Mom May Still Be Alive
Chapter 155 Mom May Still Be Alive
There was fear from an unknown source in her eyes, as well as unconcealable expectations.
All of this was reflected in the man's eyes, and he nodded slightly.
"Probably."
However, that magnetic field was extremely negative, and it was the result of years of accumulation. It was even more negative than the hostility that surrounded him when he just died, so it lured the ugly appearance deep in his soul to be released.
He was too familiar with it. It was the resentment that would only come from dying tragically at the hands of others, but the magnetic field seemed even darker than resentment, and was something like obsession.
"But mom... why is she still there?" Ji Ran said, his eyes feeling slightly hot again.
She always thought that her mother had already started a new life and was living a happy life.
At least that's how she lied to herself.
But now, the lies I had woven were ruthlessly shattered.
"Ranran, your mother may still be alive." Qi Mu suddenly said.
Ji Ran suddenly raised his eyes, and due to the strong change of emotions, a tear suddenly fell from the corner of his eye towards the pillow, "You said..."
Qi Mu stroked the corners of her eyes, caught her tears, and squeezed them in his palms.
"That magnetic field is unconscious."
Ji Ran was a little confused. He sniffed and blinked his wet eyelashes in confusion.
Qi Mu continued to explain: "Only evil ghosts like me..."
"You are not a ghost!!" Ji Ran suddenly interrupted loudly subconsciously.
Qi Mu was startled, and his heart seemed to be touched again. He couldn't help but smile, and then continued to explain,
"Only people like me, who have resentment and hatred, and deep obsessions, can't leave this world and get on the right track. They will either go to hell or wander alone. But they will have consciousness, and it will only be a very dark and evil consciousness."
His arms unconsciously held the girl tighter.
If he hadn't happened to meet an angel, how could a demon have the chance to have such great joy and happiness?
Ji Ran also pressed himself against his chest, feeling so heartbroken that he couldn't speak.
"So, there is only one situation in which a soul can remain in the world without consciousness." Qi Mu went on to explain: "That is, the original carrier is still in this world, so the soul cannot leave."
Ji Ran was stunned, and his breathing became rapid without him noticing, "You mean... Mom's body is still alive, but she is unconscious."
"Yeah." Qi Mu nodded again in affirmation.
"Is that a vegetable?" Ji Ran asked uneasily.
"A vegetative person is conscious, but his body functions are shut down." Qi Mu pondered, "So, in contrast to a vegetative person, her body is awake, but she probably only retains the nature of an animal, without consciousness and unable to think."
Hearing this, Ji Ran bit his lower lip, feeling extremely aggrieved and sorry for his mother. Tears immediately squeezed out of his eyes.
To say this is just like being a fool or a madman.
I can’t imagine what kind of life my mother leads…
Qi Mu wiped her tears carefully.
"Don't worry, we will find her soon."
His voice was so gentle, yet his tone was so firm.
And he also said 'we'.
"Yeah!" Ji Ran nodded heavily, deeply immersed in his doting.
Thinking about how he had just experienced such a painful thing, but because he knew that his mother was his obsession for half his life, he took it so seriously, and just brushed aside his own pain.
It hurts like hell.
She struggled to pull her arms out of the quilt, and after pulling the quilt open with great effort, her whole body fell into the man's arms.
Qi Mu reacted, carefully pulling the girl's arms that were clasped around his waist, and helplessly coaxed her:
"Stop making trouble and cover yourself with the quilt."
Ji Ran ignored him and hugged him tighter instead, even stretching his legs over the man in panic.
"Be obedient, or you'll catch a cold." The man continued to advise worriedly, but his tone did not allow for rebuttal.
Afraid that the man would forcefully pry her hands apart, Ji Ran clasped them tightly. However, compared to the firmness of her hands, her voice was soft and even pleading.
"Wait until I fall asleep before rolling me up, okay~"
Hearing the sound, the man had to stop what he was doing, and his entire soul seemed to be softened by the warmth.
Finally, he compromised, released his hand that was pulling her arm, and stroked her head.
Feeling his obedience, Ji Ran felt a little gratified with a sense of victory.
"Aren't you cold?" The man's voice was a little dim, but he couldn't help but worry.
The girl shook her head resolutely, then moved her head to adjust her posture, "It's not cold at all. It's not winter."
The man's brows showed a bit of bitterness. He patted her head gently and said softly, "Okay~"
"Wait until winter..." Ji Ran muttered to himself again.
Qi Mu thought she was going to say something silly like "I'll roll her up in winter", but he only heard the girl say slowly with longing:
"When that time comes, you will have a human body."
Qi Mu was suddenly stunned, and hope suddenly poured into his soul like a torrent, but subconsciously he did not dare to enjoy this hope, for fear that something might go wrong. Wouldn't that be more cruel than never having any hope at all?
The girls continued to build their future on their own.
"When that time comes, we will get married, eat together, sleep together, have three meals a day, be together every day, all year round, and have children... Ah! I don't know if I have enough money. I heard from Chi Tao that it is very expensive to raise a child now, and I have to work harder to earn money..."
Her words lingered in Qi Mu's mind like a magic sound, and one extremely beautiful picture after another came into his sight.
It was so beautiful that he even began to fear, feel uneasy, and fell into deep doubt.
Can he really live such a wonderful life with his girl?
Before she knew the truth, he had already prepared himself mentally to witness her happiness with a man in the future.
But he never dared to imagine that that man might actually be him.
If this was just a dream, how would he face it when he wakes up...
Feeling his stiffness, Ji Ran raised her head curiously, but saw that his eyes were somewhat sad and faded. She couldn't help but guess aggrievedly,
"You... don't want to marry me, do you?"
Qi Mu came back to his senses, looked at her little face full of resentment, and smiled bitterly.
"But...what if...it fails?"
He didn't want to see her disappointed.
Even if there is only a one in ten thousand chance.
"Failure?" Ji Ran was stunned for a moment. After thinking for a few seconds, he suddenly raised his head and narrowed his eyes in displeasure.
"You actually doubt my ability?"
"I..." Qi Mu wanted to explain, but suddenly became speechless.