I accidentally became the Eighth Lady in the Qing Dynasty

Chapter 154 Yunyan plans to go abroad

The fourth and fifth brothers didn't say anything else. The ninth brother took the tenth brother and left. Although they couldn't mobilize most of the people around the eight brother, they could still ask them to investigate some small matters!

On the other side, Lao Ba and Yun Yan were walking on the street, and neither of them spoke. If it weren’t for Yun Yan’s good physical strength, he would have almost fallen behind Lao Ba!

The rage in Lao Ba's heart was almost swallowing him up. He said he was pulling Yunyan away, but in fact he was about to run. But even so, Lao Ba held Yunyan's hand tightly, unwilling to let go, for fear that if he let go, the person would disappear!

Suddenly, Lao Ba finally stopped, let go of Yunyan's hand, and looked at the reflection on the river bank. He tried to calm himself down and not be so ferocious!

Yunyan looked at Lao Ba's calm face and didn't know what to say!

Yunyan knew that Lao Ba was very angry now, but Yunyan was not qualified to comfort him. Although the current starting lineup was not led by him, it was all pushed by her!

Lao Ba turned around and looked at Yunyan beside him. He felt endless sorrow. It was really a wasted joy. Lao Ba thought he had done enough in the past five years. He had done everything he should and shouldn't have done!

Lao Ba still couldn't figure out what went wrong. It should have gone according to his plan. How could it go wrong?

Lao Ba: "Yan'er..., but I'm happy!"

Lao Ba's words left Yunyan speechless, because she was not happy, on the contrary, she felt very sad! Yunyan didn't understand, no matter what kind of difficulties she encountered, she could find a way to solve them, why was it so difficult to control emotions? Why couldn't she control it?

Yunyan thought that if she could control her emotions, she wouldn't be so sad now. There was a little hesitation, making Yunyan think that maybe she should just forget it. But Yunyan suddenly remembered Kangxi's attitude just now!

Yunyan instantly became timid again. You was just an ordinary mortal. She didn't want to live a life of intrigue, didn't want to live in calculations every day, didn't want to think every time she opened her eyes. That would make Yunyan feel suffocated!

Yunyan was used to a free and easy life. She couldn't imagine how she could get used to the depressing life!

Yunyan: "Yinsi..., I don't want to lie to you, I'm not happy, I don't want to see you sad! Maybe we shouldn't have met in the beginning. If we didn't know each other from the beginning, then we wouldn't be so painful!"

When Lao Ba heard Yunyan's words, his eyes turned red, and there was a puzzled look in his eyes. He didn't understand what he had done wrong, or what was wrong, that made Yunyan feel that he was just like those men. Why didn't she trust him just once? Was he so unworthy of Yunyan's trust?

Lao Ba said to Yun Yan painfully: "Why? Why do you have to push me away?"

Yunyan: "I want freedom, I don't want to be locked in a cage!"

Lao Ba: "If you want freedom, I can give it to you! I won't lock you in a cage. What I like is the unrestrained and soaring clouds! Why don't you trust me for a while?"

Yunyan looked at the affection in Lao Ba's eyes, and dodgedly shifted her gaze to look at the calm river surface. Yunyan's mood was not as calm as the calm river surface. Her heart was extremely confused. She had thought everything through, so why was she so flustered when the time came?

Yunyan's eyes suddenly became blurred. She looked into the distance, as if she saw something, and her eyes began to show a little yearning.

Yunyan: "Yinsi..., do you know? I have been to many places in the past five years. I have seen the lonely smoke in the desert, the cattle and sheep outside the Great Wall, the small bridges and flowing water in the south of the Yangtze River, and the heavy snow in the north!"

Yunyan: "Yinsi..., do you know? In the past five years, I have been to any place I wanted to go, but I have never stayed. Yinsi, do you remember the first time I told you? I am just like my name, a cloud, a puff of smoke, and I cannot stay!"

When Lao Ba heard Yunyan's words, he spoke his own words eagerly without thinking.

Lao Ba: "Yan'er, I can go with you. I can go with you to wherever you want to go! As long as you want to go, I can accompany you. I just hope you don't push me away, okay?"

Yunyan's heart ached even more. She knew that she might never meet Lao Ba again in her lifetime, someone who loved her so much!

Yunyan: "Yinsi..., you can go with me, but are you willing to give up what you have?"

Lao Ba was about to say that he was willing to give it up, but unexpectedly, he heard Yun Yan say again: "Yes..., you are willing to leave those worldly possessions behind, but what about your mother?"

The Eighth Old Man: "I can ask my mother to go with us. Even if she doesn't want to at first, she will get used to it over time! As for the Ninth and Tenth Old Man, if you miss them, you will die if you go back to the capital to see them!"

Lao Ba: "Yan'er..., in the past five years, I have secretly trained a lot of people. Even if I don't have the status of a prince, I can still support you and your mother!"

Yunyan was so moved by Lao Ba's words that she was almost speechless. If his next plan was just to continue traveling in the Qing Dynasty, then Lao Ba's idea was not impossible, but she had already decided to go overseas!

Yunyan's face turned ugly. Seeing that Lao Ba frowned, she had a bad feeling in her heart.

Yunyan: "But I plan to go overseas. I have already traveled around the Qing Dynasty. I want to go overseas to see different scenery. The sea is too dangerous. I can't even guarantee myself. Can I reach my destination safely?"

Yunyan: "Yinsi, I don't care about my own life experience, but I can't let you sacrifice your life for me, not to mention that you are not the only one!"

Yunyan began to choke up as she spoke, her eyes turning red. She tried to hold back her tears, looked at Lao Ba's stunned expression, and choked up again, saying, "Yinsi, you can go to the customs with me, but are you willing to let your mother go with us? Yinsi, can we really be so selfish?"

When Lao Ba heard Yunyan's words, he was speechless. Just as Yunyan said, Lao Ba was willing to give his life for Yunyan, but he always felt that he owed his mother.

If it weren't for him in the previous life, his mother would never have committed suicide, so in this life, Lao Ba kept trying to compensate his mother! He just wanted to make up for the debt of his previous life, but unexpectedly, he seemed to fall into the dilemma of his previous life again!