Ming Ke: Everyone at the same time thought I was a poor little thing

Chapter 298 He Sings a Mourning Song with a Smile

Want to learn how to make curry?

There were ripples in Fūya Rei's heart. He looked down at the half-eaten ham sandwich on the table, and something was about to burst out in his mind.

On the system screen, the debuff's hopeless bond flickered.

The waves rising in his mind seemed to be easily smoothed out by a big hand.

Fūya Ling blinked and said, "Huh, what was I thinking just now?"

Forget it, things that can be forgotten are probably not important.

He smiled gently and replied to Morobushi Kagemitsu, "Okay, you can learn how to make curry. Hiro, then we'll have curry for dinner."

Zhu Fujingguang withdrew his gaze as if nothing had happened, and a flash of sadness disappeared in his eyes.

Zero, still can’t remember.

"Okay, I'll listen to you." He composed himself, cleaned the ingredients, and started cutting with a kitchen knife.

Fūya Rei followed him happily, and no matter what he did, he followed closely, like a little tail.

Zhu Fujingguang glanced at the half-cut chicken thigh, pointed helplessly at the vegetables by the sink and said, "Zero, help me cut the carrots, potatoes and onions into pieces."

Furuya Rei excitedly rolled up his sleeves and said, "No problem, watch me!"

He stood beside his friend in a relaxed manner, picked up the knife and started cutting vegetables carefully. The red prompt on the top of the system light screen in the corner of his eye was always there.

[System prompt: The first stage of character card drawing has ended, and the second stage of card drawing energy is completed. Do you want to start the second stage of card drawing?]

Furuya Rei hesitantly glanced at Morofushi Kagemitsu. Even though Hiro didn't say it, he could feel that Hiro missed his old self very much.

In Hiro's heart, Rei Furuya, who grew up with him and shared countless beautiful memories with him, is irreplaceable.

Whenever Hiro sees him now, the aura around him becomes sad.

Did I make him sad?

Fūya Rei wondered, should he remove the magician card?

——I don’t want to make Hiro sad.

His heart said so.

He looked at the switch button below the system screen eagerly, turned his head to Zhu Fujingguang and asked: "Hiro, do you really want to see me before I lost my memory?"

Zhu Fu Jingguang slowly and methodically placed the cut chicken thighs on a plate, then turned around and responded seriously, "Well, I do miss you before I lost my memory."

Seeing You Xunran's lips turned down and he looked unhappy, he wanted to reach out and touch the other's golden hair, but when he saw his hands were covered in oil, he could only gently nudge You Xunran with his elbow.

He said distressedly and helplessly: "Zero, listen to me."

Fūya Rei quietly straightened his back and pricked up his ears.

Zhu Fu Jingguang suppressed his smile and said sincerely, "I miss the old you. But you are still you after losing your memory. Zero, you don't need to compare yourself with anyone, and you don't need to doubt yourself."

"I will never mistake you."

"Even if you lose your memory, even if you are unrecognizable."

My soul will always be watching over you.

He washed his hands in the sink and wiped off the water droplets before reaching out to embrace his friend and hugging him.

He said soothingly: "Zero, I know you are uneasy. Don't be afraid. I will be by your side."

Zhu Fujingguang clearly noticed that his friend who had lost his memory had developed a frightening desire for self-destruction.

He is like a bird flying in the sky, not caring where he will fall to his death.

There was light in his eyes, and he did have the desire to live.

He just felt from the bottom of his heart that he was not important.

In other words, there is a belief entrenched deep in his heart, a belief that is more important than his life.

Zero, who has lost his memory, doesn't remember what it is, but it always shows in the details.

He showed that it was okay to survive, but it was also okay if he couldn't. He would become the fuel of his belief and ignite a flame.

"Zero, let's live together, okay?"

Zhu Fu Jingguang discovered too many things wrong with his friend in the past two days, which made him a little out of control. His big cat eyes were full of pleading.

Furuya Rei was stunned for a moment. He didn't know why, but when he heard Hiro say that he wanted to live with him, he felt very happy.

But the promise that was on the tip of my tongue could not be said.

He seemed unsure whether he could survive in the end?

Why is this again?

Furuya Rei looked confused, then shook his head, throwing this weird thought behind him, and said with a friendly smile: "As long as Hiro can live in the light and do what he likes, I will be satisfied."

"The sky is boundless, the sea is vast, Hiro can go wherever he wants. He can grow sunflowers, play bass by the seaside cabin, and cook leisurely in a cafe at dusk..."

He seemed to be describing a beautiful picture - the near future of Zhufu Jingguang.

Zhu Fujingguang's tears suddenly fell, but Zero, you are not included in all these descriptions.

How can you make me happy?

The corners of his mouth moved, and he asked in a hoarse voice: "Zero doesn't want to accompany me?"

Zero, haven't you noticed yet?

You are mourning yourself with a smile.

The tone of your voice is like the song of a nightingale, cheerful and joyful, but you are singing your own elegy.

——Because in that future, I will be traveling the world alone on your behalf.

As Furuya Rei was talking, his eyes became slightly red. He touched his sore eyes and thought, am I crying tears of joy - for the future where Hiro is still alive?

Yes, I cried tears of joy.

I……

He stared at the empty space, wondering blankly, why do I feel so unwilling?

I have clearly, clearly tried so hard!

Why aren't you with Hiro yet?

I can't leave him.

——Because I know very well how painful it is for those who are left behind.

Furuya Rei suddenly raised his head and promised firmly: "Hiro, I will stay with you."

He thought fiercely that neither of them could abandon the other first!

After the intense emotions driven by Zhu Fujingguang were vented, the two looked at each other and laughed.

As night fell, both Morofushi Kagemitsu and Fūya Rei ate the curry rice made by the other.

After filling their stomachs, they leaned against each other lazily and watched TV. No one asked to take a break, even though the atmosphere was becoming increasingly tense.

As the time reached 23:55 PM New York time, Furuya Rei couldn't help but ask, "Hiro, what are you waiting for? Why are you always checking the time?"

Zhu Fujingguang sat up straight, not hiding anything. He pulled up the blanket that was about to fall and covered it with Furuya Ling. Then he said, "I went to look for you around this time yesterday, and you had forgotten me. You didn't even remember anything."

He looked gloomy and said, "I'm worried that you will forget me again today."

Fūya Rei: “…” He was sweating profusely.