bayedsolid Chapter 346 What do you want me to do? Gong Yu likes me, so I have to like him?
Chapter 346 What do you want me to do? Gong Yu likes me, so I have to like him?
Gong Yu said, "If I could really do that, I would also like to. You can already see from your belly that you are pregnant. I must give you an explanation."
Su Rou still refused to let go, "I don't need you to give me any explanation, just don't let me get married, don't let me have children."
Gong Yu lowered his eyes, "Impossible, if you don't want the child, just abort it."
Su Rou said, "Then there's no need to get married, right?"
Gong Yu raised his eyebrows, "Aren't you just being too picky?"
Su Rou said, "Anyway, I won't get married, and I won't have children."
Gong Yu bent down and picked up Su Rou and the bench together.
"I said, it's impossible."
Su Rou was startled and almost fell off the bench.
"Aren't you a scoundrel? Besides, I haven't decided whether I want to spend my whole life with you."
Gong Yu said, "Think about it now, and tell me the answer when you've figured it out."
Su Rou: “?”
She frowned, wondering why there was no way to avoid this matter.
but……
no……
She was almost crying, choking and saying, "If I had known this would happen, I would have lost an arm and never let you touch me."
Woo woo woo.
She is already a child herself, so having another child is a joke.
Gong Yu carried her back to the house.
There was a mattress on the soft bed.
"The poisonous woman said your baby is at least three months old. Do you want to abort it or give birth to the baby?"
Su Rou asked, "Does it hurt?"
If she gives birth to a child and takes good care of the pregnancy at this critical moment, the child will be a hindrance to her life.
It's really not necessary.
Gong Yu said, "I haven't given birth yet, so I don't know."
Su Rou lay down on the bed. She looked at the ceiling, thought for a moment, and said, "Let's beat him. Although it's a bit unfair to him, there's nothing else..."
Gong Yu also frowned. He pressed the back of Su Rou's head and moved closer to her.
"In order not to marry me, you're willing to give up our own flesh and blood? Su Rou, do you still hate me now?"
Su Rou was stunned for a moment, and Gong Yu was angry.
She tried to push him away but couldn't get away no matter how hard she struggled.
"You... didn't you just ask whether to abort or give birth? Why are you so upset now?"
He sat on the edge of the bed, his eyes slightly red, and he looked completely lost. "Giving birth to a child will put too much strain on your body. I only want you, so I respect your wishes. But you said there's no need to get married if we have an abortion..."
Su Rou didn't know what to do for a moment. She still thought that she and Gong Yu were not close enough to get married.
She hated getting married. Ever since she was framed and killed by Xie Yuan in her previous life, she had no such idea anymore.
Su Rou said, "Give me two days, let me..."
She lay on the bed and moved closer to Gong Yu, but before her hand touched Gong Yu, he pushed her away.
You're such a grown-up, yet you're still throwing tantrums at her like a child?
There seemed to be some plague god surrounding her, and Gong Yu walked towards the door without looking back.
He reached the door and paused.
Gong Yu glanced sideways, "You can take as long as you want to think about it. I won't force you to do anything you don't want to do."
Su Rou's hand paused in mid-air.
This made her feel like a nobody...
For several days, Su Rou did not see Gong Yu in the governor's mansion.
The snow in the yard melted, and Su Rou saw Huang Liao coming back from outside, which was rare.
She stopped Huang Liao and asked, "Where's Gong Yu?"
Huang Liao said, "The general said he was worried you would be upset if you saw him, so he moved to live on the city wall."
Su Rou: “…”
Is there any need for it?
Did he not want to see her, or was he really afraid that she would be upset?
Su Rou scratched her hair angrily.
Huang Liao passed by her, and after walking a few steps, he stopped and looked at Su Rou.
"Miss, I'm just a lieutenant of the general. Don't take my words too seriously, but I have to tell you the truth. You really don't know what's good for you."
All the resentment that had been accumulating in Su Rou's heart burst out. "What do you want me to do? Just because Gong Yu likes me, I have to like him? I'm pregnant, and he's taken my body from me, a young girl who hasn't even married yet. I don't even bother with Gong Yu about this. I don't want to have children, I don't want to get married, I haven't thought about anything yet. Can you please stop being so aggressive?"
Huang Liao was frightened by her, but didn't say anything. He just shook his head helplessly and left quickly.
Su Rou was the only one left in the yard.
Tears as big as beans rolled down from her eyes. The last time she cried was because she was afraid that Gong Yu would die.
This time I cried because of Gong Yu.
He really was a bastard. He made her, who rarely cried, cry twice.
There were other people in the yard, so Su Rou didn't dare cry too loudly.
I have to hide and cry about this matter secretly.
Jingzhou City is backed by mountains.
There is a temple on the mountain.
Su Rou sat on the stone and looked at the tiny Jingzhou city with a lot of thoughts in her mind.
She was sure that the only thing she had to do was revenge, and love was not what she pursued.
What should I do……
Seeing Gong Yu's heartbroken look, she really didn't know what to do.
She was clearly sure of her own feelings, but she still had to consider Gong Yu's feelings.
"donor."
It seemed like someone was calling her, and Su Rou's thoughts gradually returned to her senses. Her eyes were red, and she looked like she had just cried.
An old monk came to her side at some point and took out a piece of cake from his arms and handed it to her.
"Eat. You won't feel sad when you're full."
Su Rou said, "I'm not hungry. I'm not crying because I'm hungry."
Is this old monk from the temple?
Su Rou turned her head and looked at the temple seriously.
The old monk said, "Once you take a mouthful of food, all the sorrow in your heart will dissipate."
Su Rou said, "I won't eat it. I don't like this kind of cake. It's filled with red bean paste and it stings my mouth when I bite it."
Old monk: "..."
Su Rou said, "Can you please get some better pastries if you are trying to comfort me?"
The old monk still insisted on giving the cake to Su Rou.
"Take it, it's a cake from the temple. It can be used as a talisman."
Su Rou took the pastry with some doubt. How could this thing be used as a talisman?
When she returned to Jingzhou from the desert, she was wearing thicker clothes because of the cold weather, so others could not see her slightly bulging belly.
Su Rou cried for a while and looked a little haggard.
"I want to drink tea. Can you please invite me to your temple to drink a few sips of tea? I will pay the incense money."
The old monk turned around and made a gesture of invitation.
"Come, benefactor."
Su Rou followed him up the steps to the temple entrance.
This temple is not big, with only one meditation room inside. In addition to the old monk, there are two young monks sweeping the floor in the yard.
"Donor, would you like to worship the Buddha statue?"
Su Rou waved her hand and said, "I don't believe in ghosts or gods, I only believe in myself."
"The donor doesn't look like a bad person. Since he's here, it's better to pay him a visit."
Su Rou did not refute anymore. Maybe this thing really has some use.
Su Rou came to the door of the Zen room, but did not go in. She stood at the door and bowed three times to the Buddha.
If there really is a Buddha, then let her think of some way to solve the problem at hand.
"Okay, I'll just sit in the yard."
The old monk nodded and said, "I'll go get some tea for you, the donor."
While waiting, Su Rou just sat quietly in the yard. She looked at the sky and was actually in a trance for a moment.
Su Rou frowned as she felt sleepy. Being pregnant was troublesome. She could only sleep for several hours a day.
Take a short nap at the table...
Until dark, Su Rou did not return. The people in the governor's mansion soon became anxious and reported the matter to Gong Yu.
Gong Yu cursed, "Asshole! Since you saw her leaving during the day, why didn't you send someone to follow her?"
Huang Liao knelt on the ground, not daring to look up at Gong Yu.
"I thought Miss Su was pregnant and couldn't walk far. She was just walking around nearby."
Gong Yu said, "Send someone to look for him."
They have just wiped out the desert people near Jingzhou City, so nothing should happen.
When Su Rou opened her eyes, it was already dark outside.
and many more.
Where is she now?!
Su Rou sat up. There were some Buddhist utensils for worship displayed in the room, but nothing else.
How did she come into the house?
Su Rou got up to open the door, and the door could be opened.
The yard was deserted, with only a few lanterns hanging.
Su Rou yawned and called out to the yard, "Old monk, old monk, are you still there?"