Chapter 164 President, your childhood sweetheart is back!
Chapter 164 President, your childhood sweetheart is back!
Qingyu didn't want to pay attention to Ling Su's shock. Looking at the person who immediately became happy because of his agreement, the restraint in his heart was somehow relieved a little.
The boy's bright eyes and eyebrows came into his sight and he thought that maybe keeping the boy by his side would be a good choice?
He thought with some uncertainty in his heart, but even though he was uncertain now, at least he was happy.
After deciding where to go next, Qingyu signaled Ling Su to drive to her villa here.
Lingyun stopped talking after getting what he wanted and sat quietly by the side. However, he felt a little sleepy as he sat there.
Until Qingyu was talking beside him and he relaxed and fell asleep.
Qingyu didn't notice that he had fallen asleep, but after not hearing his voice for a while, she turned around with some confusion and found that the boy had actually fallen asleep.
Looking at the boy leaning against the car window with the sunlight falling on his face, he could clearly see the fine hairs on his face. His fair and delicate face looked unusually soft under the sunlight.
For some reason, looking at this chubby little face, he was curious and wondered if it would feel good to pinch it.
Although he thought about it in his mind, he did not reach out in the end. After all, the boy was not familiar with him yet, and the boy was sleeping so soundly, it was better not to wake him up.
While thinking these things, his eyes were always fixed on the boy's face.
Perhaps he knew that the boy would not wake up so soon, so his eyes swept back and forth across the boy's face without any concealment.
The more I look at him, the more I like him, and the more I look at him, the more I feel that every aspect of this person meets my aesthetic standards.
Qingyu knew for a long time that he liked men, so he had always rejected his family's requests for marriage.
When he thought of this, he remembered that because he had refused the marriage for a long time, the Qing family somehow knew his sexual orientation and initially planned to force him to marry, but after Qing Jing came, they didn't care much about him.
Although he felt relaxed and happy, he still felt a little disturbed when he saw how happy the family was.
He reflected on himself and tried his best to be a good son to his parents and a good heir to the company. However, after his so-called parents knew about his sexual orientation, they cursed at him and showed disgust in their eyes. He felt a pain in his heart.
Gradually, he began to doubt whether his sexual orientation was correct and whether his birth was redundant.
Seeing Qing Jing being doted on by his parents while he was treated indifferently, he began to hate himself and constantly belittled himself.
It has become increasingly obvious in the past two years. He knows that he has a mental problem, but he doesn't care. Because if no one cares about him, why should he care? It will only add to his troubles.
As he thought about this, his expression unconsciously began to dim, and his eyes, which originally had a soft glow, suddenly lost their luster and became out of focus.
The whole person looks like he has lost his life.
Lingyun slept for a while and when she woke up, she subconsciously looked in the direction of Qingyu and saw such Qingyu at a glance.
He was immediately frightened and hurriedly grabbed his arm, "Qingyu!?"
"Qingyu! Wake up!"
Lingyun's voice was filled with panic. Seeing him look like he had lost the meaning of living, Lingyun felt a little depressed.
"001, how serious is Ayu's depression?"
Lingyun hurriedly asked about 001 Qingyu's situation. Qingyu's current condition was not right. He was so happy just now that he forgot that Qingyu in this world was suffering from depression.
Lingyun, you have a pig brain!
"Don't worry, you came at a relatively early stage. Qingyu's symptoms are still in the early stages. With proper treatment, she will recover."
Seeing that he was anxious, 001 quickly told him the whole situation. Now was not the time to joke around.
Although Lingyun felt relieved after hearing this, she still felt a little sorry for him.
“If only I had come earlier”
He felt a little sad and self-blaming in his heart, and his eyes looking at Qingyu were full of heartache and concern.
Qingyu came back to her senses when he called her, and when she raised her head, she saw the look in the boy's eyes.
There is no indifference, no extreme disgust, only heartache and concern.
He didn't expect that what he wanted would end up in the hands of a person who had no blood relationship with him.
Qingyu felt warm in her heart, but also felt extremely ironic.
He suppressed the sarcasm in his heart and looked at the boy in front of him. He really wanted to ask him why he looked at him like that.
But in the end he didn't ask, for he was afraid that he was being too sentimental and had misunderstood his meaning.
He removed his eyes from the boy's face and said calmly, "I'm fine. Sit down. We'll be there soon."
He looked at the boy with a gentle expression, and the gentleness between his brows made it seem as if what had just happened had never happened.
But Lingyun is neither stupid nor has amnesia, so how could she think that she had seen it wrong?
But seeing the hint of resistance in Qingyu's eyes, he finally said nothing.
There is still a long way to go before he recovers.
Lingyun had made up her mind. She didn't look at him, but just stared at the front of the car with a firm gaze.
Qingyu saw that he had no intention of asking him any questions, and he felt relieved, but then he felt lost. He didn't know what he was losing.
I clearly don't want to say it in my heart, but I hope he can ask me.
I feel very conflicted.
Will the boy hate himself for this? Will he be fed up with him?
The more he thought about it, the more flustered he became, and the calmness he had been deliberately maintaining on his face began to crack.
The hands that were originally hanging at his sides were subconsciously put together, and his left hand unconsciously scratched the back of his hand. After a while, clearly visible bloodstains appeared on the back of his hand.
Lingyun turned around and wanted to talk to him and saw him doing this. She quickly grabbed his left hand and lifted it up, looking at him in shock.
"what are you doing?"
Qingyu lowered his head and didn't look at him, nor did he respond. Lingyun felt both distressed and angry when she saw him looking at the back of his scratched hand like that.
I feel sorry for what he has gone through in this world. A person who has always been gentle and outspoken has become like this in this world. At the same time, I am angry at how dare he not take care of his body and hurt himself like this!
He really wanted to scold him now, but looking at the person in front of him with his brows lowered, he couldn't curse at all.
People with depression need to be treated with care and not stimulated.
She suppressed her anger and looked at his hand, subconsciously speaking in a lighter tone, "Brother Qing, I'll stay with you, okay?"
The kind that lasts a lifetime.
He didn't say the rest of the sentence, but Qingyu could hear the seriousness in his words.
What does this sentence mean? What do you hope it means?
He didn't know and didn't dare to think about it. A person who would not have much interaction with him might be gone in a few days. How could he dare to think deeply about his words?
In the end, he did not respond to Lingyun's words.
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