bayedsolid Chapter 142 Have you ever thought about having a child?
Chapter 142 Have you ever thought about having a child?
Xie Yu'an's brows furrowed in grievance, her entire face contorted with frustration.
"I need to wash my hair, don't hug me."
An Cinian remained indifferent and reached out to push Xie Yu'an away. Why was she being held so tightly that she couldn't breathe?
"No, honey, if you want to wash your hair, I'll wash it for you. We can also take a shower together."
Wow, An Cinian's eyes widened, her lips curled up, and she turned to stare at Xie Yu'an. She was so angry at what this man said that she laughed: "Xie Yu'an, how can you be so shameless? I, I'm still angry."
Although she wasn't angry anymore, she still resented Xie Yu'an's words; he really spoiled her.
"Honey, I'm sorry, I was wrong. Luye is very important to you. I shouldn't have kept it from you. I'm willing to accept any punishment. Please don't be angry, okay? Getting angry is bad for your health and your skin. Hit me if you want."
As he spoke, he grabbed An Cinian's hand and slapped it against his chest, as if it were perfectly natural and unashamed.
Men, tsk tsk tsk, An Cinian has seen through them.
"I think you've been spending too much time with Lin Yan; your tongue's getting smoother and smoother now."
Would Xie Yu'an really say such things? The gentle Xie Yu'an of the past would never be so glib. And now he is still the Crown Prince. Can the Crown Prince say such things?
Forget it, I was also at fault anyway, and Xie Yu'an was doing this for my own good.
Seeing Xie Yu'an looking so aggrieved, An Cinian felt helpless. Xie Yu'an had already apologized so much, how could he still be angry?
"Do you still want me to wash my hair?"
"Yes, yes, yes, let's go in now, honey."
He swept An Cinian into the bathroom without any hesitation, prepared shampoo and shower gel for her, and then stood in front of her, reaching out to prepare...
"What are you doing?" An Cinian quickly took a step back to maintain a proper distance.
"Take off your clothes, honey, are you crazy? How are we supposed to wash if we don't take them off?"
Xie Yu'an spoke so frankly, as if he were the one who was playing the masochist.
"You, me, me..." Xie Yu'an was completely bewildered by Xie Yu'an's actions.
"Oh, honey, we're married now, why are you still so shy? Come here, let me help you take your clothes off."
Xie Yu'an probably doesn't even know how to write the word "shame," and he might not have even heard of it before. Otherwise, why would he be so confident and open about it?
Unable to argue with this person, she finally stood obediently in front of him, and her clothes were taken off.
Entering the bathtub, Xie Yu'an tilted her head back and wet her hair. She first applied some conditioner to make her hair smooth, and then used shampoo. Xie Yu'an was very gentle with herself throughout the whole process.
She takes even better care of her hair than she would wash it herself.
"Xie Yu'an, you seem to really like my hair."
"Wife is wrong. It's because I love you that I love everything about you. Besides, hair is the thing that girls take the most care of, so I definitely have to take good care of it too."
While gently stroking An Cinian's hair, he patiently explained.
He absolutely adores everything about An Cinian, not just her hair.
Instead of refuting her, An Cinian started singing a song she had written.
"Saying goodbye means I can no longer miss you; parting means I can no longer embrace you. I'm just deluding myself, forever trapped in our world, surrounded by empty darkness, hugging my knees and curling up, seeking help from a voice in my quiet heart. I've walked alone in the night for years, hoping to find the boy I lost..."
"...I will forever cherish your fragrance and never forget it; I will forever remember your memories. I am addicted to it. I also miss you so much because of the secret I cannot tell you. I send my beautiful memories to the distance, hoping to reach you."
Those moments of confusion will eventually give way to a clear tomorrow. In the embrace of the gentle breeze, I welcome spring. Kites soar in the blue sky, and I feel as if I too am drifting towards freedom. We embrace at sunset, freezing this beautiful moment in time. I hold you in my hands, as if holding the last rays of light. In the long river of time, you are the eternal harbor of my heart. You are a memory for my entire life, forever beautiful in my heart. I'll tell you quietly, I will love you forever.
An Cinian's voice was clear and gentle. As Xie Yu'an listened to this song, indescribable emotions welled up in her heart, a bittersweet tenderness and endless longing.
This song represents longing and unrequited love.
"Niannian, what's the name of this song?"
"Can not remember."
Without hesitation, without considering the weight of the matter, it was such a casual remark. An Cinian had her eyes closed, and Xie Yu'an couldn't sense her emotions.
Do you really not remember?
Xie Yu'an didn't believe it. If she really didn't remember, why could she sing it so easily, and why could she sing it with such gentle sadness?
Niannian, is there someone in your heart?
He saw again the scars on An Cinian's back, which he had inquired about before.
Xie Yu'an snuggled against the edge of the blanket, opened her eyes, and because she had just woken up, her voice was gentle and delicate, with a slight hoarseness: "Good morning, Nian Nian."
An Cinian, perhaps realizing that she was too close to her, hurriedly got up.
As a result, her foot slipped, and she fell heavily onto Xie Yu'an, pressing against his chest. She turned her head to the side, looking innocent and surprised, and pursed her small lips: "I didn't mean to."
That's why, when her clothes were pulled, An Cinian's shoulders were covered in bruises. Where did they come from?
He had initially felt warmth and was happy to see his beloved girl the moment he opened his eyes. However, the moment he saw those scars, he disregarded An Cinian's attitude, grabbed her hand, pulled her in front of him, and asked in an unusually cold voice, "Tell me, what happened to the scars on your shoulder?"
However, when An Cinian saw her left shoulder slip down and reveal it, she immediately reached out to cover it, coldly explaining, "I accidentally hurt it when I was naughty as a child."
Accidentally? He simply wouldn't believe An Cinian's one-sided story.
I was about to ask one more question, but the last words An Cinian said to me were: "Thank you for taking care of me yesterday. Now that you're awake, let's go home."
Every single time, An Cinian treated her the same way!
Do you know when An Cinian looks at you the most? It's when she's indifferent. You clearly feel that their relationship has grown closer, but suddenly An Cinian reverts to her cold attitude. She has clearly admitted that she is Nian Nian, and she clearly cares about him, but then she becomes a stranger again.
In An Cinian's heart, is there even one person who can enter her heart?
At that time, Xie Yu'an couldn't find the answer, nor did he know how to find it.
What place does she hold in An Cinian's heart?
An Cinian told him that she liked him and loved Xie Yu'an, but why wouldn't she tell him anything? So, many times, Xie Yu'an had the illusion that An Cinian was looking at someone else through him, and that was the case most of the time.
He is sick; Xie Yu'an has a very serious illness.
Suspicion, paranoia, mania, anxiety, jealousy, and chaotic emotions all stem from An Cinian.
"Niannian, Xie Yu'an only loves you."
Upon hearing this, An Cinian opened her eyes, tilted her head back, and looked at Xie Yu'an. She didn't understand why Xie Yu'an had suddenly said such a thing.
An Cinian, do you even understand? Xie Yu'an loves you dearly, he's the only one who loves you. And what about you?
"It's nothing, I just wanted to confess my feelings to you."
Xie Yu'an frantically suppressed her inappropriate emotions and continued to wash An Cinian's hair with a smile.
It doesn't matter who it is. The person who is now married to An Cinian is Xie Yu'an, and the person who shares the same household registration with An Cinian is also Xie Yu'an. No one can take An Cinian away.
"Honey, we've been married for six months. Have you thought about having a child?"